
pringing from a restless sleep, I quickly opened my eyes to find a
startling presence hovering before me. At first its clarity frightened
me; maybe because I thought I knew what I was seeing. But before I
could clearly understand its offer, it faded back into the night's
darkness. For the next few seconds I questioned myself. I thought
maybe I was still asleep, or maybe I was seeing what an abandoned
dream looks like as it lingers inside ones mind. But I knew I was not
asleep, and what I saw was not a dream. Even though I was mournfully
afraid, I laid down to go back to sleep; and as I clutched my pillow
with a knuckling grip, I closed my eyes only to see that image staring
back at me from its silent keep.
It was a striking vision indeed. It was a
transparent figure that took on a human-like form, minus a featureless
face and a clarity of distinctionno fingers or toes. Its glistening
exterior pulsed like a calm beating heart. Slow, but always in motion.
Its left leg and right arm appeared to be twisted or mangled
as if to cause pain, while its other extremities looked whole and strong.
Its most frightening feature was its raven like eyes that stared right
through me. It was as though my deepest secrets were revealed. From
those hollow holes streamed strands of light to the rest of its being,
as if to connect or bind itself together. Within the darkness there
seemed to be constant motiona perpetual swirl circling its black
nucleus. Inside the streams of light were hundreds, maybe thousands,
of bright and dark spots that had no particular pattern or apparent
aim; they were peppered throughout, leaving me to only guess their
purpose. Then I sensed the dark spots once had substance or goodness,
but were removed to cause shame, while the light spots bared essence
and commanded praise. As I laid curled up memorizing its wonder, it
once again left me as quickly as it came, but this time its message
remainedour souls are the preserver of our actions, whether
good or bad, and after we progress from this life to the next, our
souls will become the vessels for these deeds as testimony of our
lives.